okayy . i've read your blog . and thanks for it . you're the sweetest friend i've ever had . okay , i promise i will wake up and do the best for me , my family , him , and all of my friends . thanks for loving me as your friend . i really appreciate it . i love you guys ! and to my girls , sorry cause i did a lot of big mistake and it is all in this year . but now , i realize nothing will change if  HE  had make our destiny to be like what HE want . we just can follow and try to face it . thanks again cause being patient with me . =')