yayang , why do you always ask me to leave you ? you already know it is impossible for me to do so . you are not in good conditions for 5 days , that's why you always tension and always think you want to die . i always give advice to you , calm you , and give you spirit to face the trouble that you have , but you always keep saying nobody understand you , nobody knows how do you feel right now , and people can easily ask you to be patient but they don't know how do you feel . you know what ? you are totally wrong . because i do understand how do you feel . i am the one who really know how do you feel about it because i am always with you . i'm always there when you complain about the pain you feel that time . i beg you don't say you wanna die anymore because i know you won't . you promised me you won't ever leave me no matter what happen . we are going to face everything in this life together . please don't give up . i know you are strong enough to face it .you're a big boy isn't it ? i know you can handle it . i'm always hoping the best for you . and i will always be with you . i'll be by your side for ever and ever .
for my lover . i love you so much . =')
