parahh --'

aduhh. ap dh jdy nii ?? mesti kea bnd yg aku tanak jdy berulang balik? NOT READY TO LOSING HIM AGAIN . duhh . tatau dh nk buad ap nii. headache aku. dh cukup jujur tpy still gaduhh lagy. omng. what should i do now ?? i really love him. mata dh bengkak habis sbb nangis. non-stop ! tak lalu nk mkn and tk bolh nk pk bnd laen just because asyik teringatkan dy. dgn mulut kawan kawan aku mcm cibai. ckp kotor pasal aku. bahbi duhh korang nii. sanggup en tgk kawan korang mcmni?? semalam aku jerit kt kau sebab salah kau sendiri. kawan sendiri bolh tny kenapa aku tanak lepaskan jea bf aku. modoh ah kau en. ko sendiri tahu ap sebab. then sume nk salahkan aku. mmg baguss ah enn. kawan tak serupa kawan !!


p/s: bie, please forgive me. i know i have promise to you but, he is just my cousin. and please think about our relationship. i am so sorry. i love you bie. and i know you don't want to leave me, same goes with me. you just can't accept with what i have did yesterday. but it is just a simple thing and we can settle it . please bie.  think about it before you make your decision. i know you won't dissapoint me. i trust you bie. please :'(